Not Feeling So Fresh?

I can't do it anymore. Well, I only did it for a week. I tried it, but it didn't fit right with me. I believe I was destined to try it so that I could have the chance to not like it. And I proved to myself that it isn't worth it. It was my first time doing it. I can say that I'll never do it again. I got no pleasure from it at all. It was pretty long and thick. I was only able to get into the first few. It lacked flavor. I couldn't get stuck on it. I expected a climax but all I got was a "Hey, Bang Bang, Thank You Ma'am".

Maybe when I'm older I can get a group of people to do it with me. That would be fun. Perhaps 20 or 30 people together. Old and young. And I'll get kids to do it with us too. I say we should start at 6 years old. Once it's fresh in their minds that they'll want it more. I say everybody should do it with me. Yeah. It would be a blast! But for now, no. Tonight was the last time. Lasted for about a couple of hours. I was less than satisfied from the experience. I expected more from it. I'll see how my mood is next week.

Oh, this was in reference to a book club. What was on your mind?

My Anniversary Rocked!

Speaking of rocks, my boyfriend gave me a ring for his appreciation for me. I'm so pawning this tomorrow! Just messing with you baby.

His first gift for me was singing me awake Friday morning. I never had anybody sing to me while I slept. He made me breakfast and we had to separate because we had to go to class that morning.

Class. Oh yes, I remember my first class perfectly. I go to class and about 15 minutes in I see a person bring in a big cake and I'm like "Oh, my boyfriend didn't have to do this!" Luckily I waited a few seconds more so nobody would think it's for me. Come to find out that the cake has little guy inside. He sent me a little man stripper on our anniversary to class. I was so mortified. I prayed that he wouldn't notice me or come to me. The little guy can actually dance. When he finished, he left and we went back to class. I felt like I was the only one that noticed a little man stripping inside the classroom.

So when class was finally out my boyfriend had a limo pick us up. I wanted to do him right there on the spot. We went to this French restaurant that I never knew existed. It was so romantic. The lights were dimmed and they were playing this beautiful music. It was fun. After dinner we went to the beach. We walked on the beach barefoot and just talked and laughed. He kissed me and I kissed him back. One thing led to another and we ended up making love on the beach. It felt like a fairy tale.

We got back really late but we wanted to open the gifts we got each other before we went to sleep. He opened my gifts first. My first gift was him was edible underwear. It was a really stupid gift but I know he would love it. My second gift was an entertainment system. A big way to make up for the edible underwear.

Now my gifts. He got me The Little Mermaid. I'm such a kid at heart. I love that movie so much but I never got the chance to own it myself. His second gift for me was a ring. He had our names engraved on the band.

I've never been treated like this before. I didn't think people like this ever existed in real life. My anniversary day was the best day of my life. I can only imagine how amazing my second one will be.

My Nice Post

My boyfriend is thinking of what to give me on our one year anniversary and I was wondering what my dad gave my mom on their first year. What shocked me is that they remembered it exactly or they just forgot it and told me something fast but either way it was so romantic.

My dad took my mother to the biggest hangout in town. They devoted that entire day to each other. When night finally came, my dad proposed to her. He proposed to be with her forever. And it was just a year of dating. I cried for hours. I was tempted to go home and hug my daddy.

Some guys can be real jerks but some guys are just totally perfect for you. And that is what my mother has, and I think that's what I have.

I Can't Be A Mean Person

So my boyfriend finally opened his letter from his ex girlfriend. She wants him to come to her wedding so that she can get him arrested. I'm not a mean person but this bitch is getting on my last nerve. I swear, if I see this bitch walking down the street I'd fucking rip every single hair out of head.

I can't believe I said "fuck" on my blog. This is the first time I ever said that word here. EVERY FUCKING STRAND OF HAIR BITCH! Call me a bitch again!

OMG! I promise that I'll make a cleaner post tomorrow.

Bloody Satisfying

He is so hot! He can football me anytime.

On The Outside Looking In

It's good to be back home. I had a great time helping. Lot of people never really want to just go out there and help a fellow person in need. Once you do it you feel so much better.

If somebody contributed one day in their life to helping a person in need, it will do wonders not only for them but for the person they are helping.

That's why I called this post "On The Outside Looking In". The homeless are the people on the outside of life looking in on us, the people who don't care and just try to stay as far away from them possible, on the inside.

I became friends with one of the people I was helping. His name was Bobby. He lost his job and his wife and kids. We were able to get him in contact with his family. They are planning on meeting later on in October. He now even has a job. His birthday was yesterday. Happy Birthday Bobby. I know you don't have the internet or any form of communication but I know you'll get this message. Best of wishes to you and your family.