Monday, June 25, 2007

Lonely

I miss my ex boyfriend, but I know he needs his time apart. I miss the late nights of staying up with him and going jogging in the mornings. My parents are ecstatic that we are apart now. They finally got their wish. The worked so hard to break us apart and all it took was time. And time may also bring us back together. Being apart and hanging out is a bit different from being together and hanging out. We just don't see each other as much as we used to do. Our chats are always short and quick and we limit our conversations to the safe zone of a "friendship".

We did agree that during our apart phase we could start dating other people. I know he wouldn't tell me if he's dating somebody else but knowing him, he doesn't want another relationship right now. But I'm lonely damn it! I got a phone number this weekend from this hot guy. I haven't called him yet because I'm worried that I'll drop him in a heartbeat if my ex wants to continue the relationship, but he's soooo hot! I'm going to call him.

7 comments:

ysfb said...

Keep me updated. I wanna know the guy I have to start stalking to make sure he doesn't try anything. I won't mind if you're dating other people. I'm waiting on you to do it so I won't feel so guilty when I do it.

Kate Michele said...

Whats his name? Is it a HOT one? ;)

Beyond Me said...

he's so hot! but i forgot his name! i think it rhymes with bill?

Kate Michele said...

Gill? ;)

ysfb said...

You gotta keep me updated! How will I ever know if you ever get the recipe for toast perfected?

ysfb said...

Miss big shot doesn't post anymore. If you become famous, be sure to add me to your Will.

ysfb said...

Great times this weekend.