Lonely

I miss my ex boyfriend, but I know he needs his time apart. I miss the late nights of staying up with him and going jogging in the mornings. My parents are ecstatic that we are apart now. They finally got their wish. The worked so hard to break us apart and all it took was time. And time may also bring us back together. Being apart and hanging out is a bit different from being together and hanging out. We just don't see each other as much as we used to do. Our chats are always short and quick and we limit our conversations to the safe zone of a "friendship".

We did agree that during our apart phase we could start dating other people. I know he wouldn't tell me if he's dating somebody else but knowing him, he doesn't want another relationship right now. But I'm lonely damn it! I got a phone number this weekend from this hot guy. I haven't called him yet because I'm worried that I'll drop him in a heartbeat if my ex wants to continue the relationship, but he's soooo hot! I'm going to call him.

My Life Turns Another Page

My boyfriend and I recently broke up. We agreed that it would be the best thing for us right now. Who knows what the future holds for us. This break up might just be a way of making our relationship stronger if we do decide to get back together. In my heart I still do love him and I will always do so, but we need this time apart.

I'm moving back home in a few months to get started on my new job. He's going his way and I'm going mines. For now I'm just dealing with the shock of the break up. I knew it was coming, but I just didn't want to hear it. I'm going to stop right here before I get upset again.

Love you guys!