Is you loving me, naked
Is you all over me, naked
Is you holding me, naked
Is you wanting me, naked
Is you touching me, naked
Is you hot next to me, naked
Is you cooking for me, naked
Is you walking pass me, naked
Is you calling my name, naked
Is you laughing with me, naked
Is you crying next to me, naked
Is you making love to me, naked
Is you thinking about me, naked
Is you talking dirty to me, naked
Is you sleeping next to me, naked
Is you "happy" next to me, naked
Is you moaning next to me, naked
Is you sweating next to me, naked
Is you going fast next to me, naked
Is you going slow next to me, naked
Is you sitting here next to me, naked
Is you lusting for me next to me, naked
Is you loving what I have on me, naked
Is you and only you here with me, naked
Is you calling me and wanting me, naked
Is you wanting satisfaction with me, naked
Is you a million miles away from me, naked
Is you wearing only a grin next to me, naked
Is you planning on doing things to me, naked
Is you feeding me breakfast next to me, naked
Is you ripping off all your clothes for me, naked
Is you making me feel so good inside me, naked
Is you $">#%*$!#@^&^#)*$!! next to me, naked
Is you pouring nice smooth chocolate on me, naked
Is you coming home late and making love to me, naked
Is you feeling comfort in your emotions with me, naked
Is you angry at the world and really wanting me, naked
Is you going in your own world in bed next to me, naked
Is you forgetting about all the other girls before me, naked
Is you giving me the best time of my life next to me, naked
Is you getting to know me again and again each night, naked
Is you gliding your fingers across my back next to me, naked
Is you loving me in the middle of the street next to me, naked
Is you dropping hot candle wax on my body next to me, naked
Is you wanting more than just a one night stand with me, naked
Is you addicted to me so much that you can't stop touching me, naked
Is you thinking about what you are going to do tomorrow to me, naked
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Monday, August 21, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
To Be 90 Pounds
I Feel Like This
I Want To Be This
I started my diet Monday. My goal is to be below 100 pounds. Just saying 100 pounds makes me sound fat. I was at 124 pounds this morning. I always considered myself too thin but I just can't help it. I look at myself in the mirror and I pick out imperfections. A little there and a little there. Too much here and too much there. Too much jiggle. Oh I hate myself for thinking this way. I know as soon as I get below 100 pounds I'll want to be thinner and I'll go through whatever I have to do to get there, even murder. Perhaps I should just strive for 115 so I can be healthy.
My boyfriend likes me the way I am but I just can't help to feel that he want's something more. I guess I'm a little self conscious about my body. I go in spurts (sounds like my sex life, lol) But I know I'll be over this weight thing soon. Because Fall is near and I can cover up and get as fat as I wanna be. I'll be walking bowling ball by time the New Year comes around, then HEEEELLLLLOOOOOO LIPO!!!!!
So here's to my future body!
I Want To Be This
I started my diet Monday. My goal is to be below 100 pounds. Just saying 100 pounds makes me sound fat. I was at 124 pounds this morning. I always considered myself too thin but I just can't help it. I look at myself in the mirror and I pick out imperfections. A little there and a little there. Too much here and too much there. Too much jiggle. Oh I hate myself for thinking this way. I know as soon as I get below 100 pounds I'll want to be thinner and I'll go through whatever I have to do to get there, even murder. Perhaps I should just strive for 115 so I can be healthy.My boyfriend likes me the way I am but I just can't help to feel that he want's something more. I guess I'm a little self conscious about my body. I go in spurts (sounds like my sex life, lol) But I know I'll be over this weight thing soon. Because Fall is near and I can cover up and get as fat as I wanna be. I'll be walking bowling ball by time the New Year comes around, then HEEEELLLLLOOOOOO LIPO!!!!!
So here's to my future body!
Monday, August 14, 2006
Boy, You'll Be A Woman Soon
I just watched Transamerica and I thought it was so beautiful. I had to watch it with my friends since you know who wouldn't be caught dead watching it.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
My Bastard Boyfriend and His Clone
I took my boyfriend to my parents house for this past weekend. Things were normal for the time we were there but things always seem to go bad when my brother and boyfriend are together.
Here's the story from how I hear it. My little brother is a very annoying kid but my boyfriend always gets along with him and always hangs out with my boyfriend as if they are best friends when he is here. This past weekend I had to leave early from my parents house for an emergency which is handled now but my boyfriend and my brother were having a good old time and my brother volunteered to take him back home the next day. That never happenend. In fact, my boyfriend is still there!
They both went to this party and got wasted. What I hear is that my brother was talking to a girl who was dating this guy and the guy found out and started threatening my brother. My boyfriend heard this and tried to stop the fight from starting and ended up getting punched in the face. My brother then grabbed a chair and slammed it on the guy's face. Then all hell broke loose. My boyfriend got back up and just starting beating the shit out of this guy that punched him. Now everybody is fighting. The fight ended with the cops coming in and arresting everybody there who refused to cooperate. Guess who were the few to refuse?
So my brother was at the local jail talking to police officers somewhat intoxicated, oh I forgot to mention. My brother is also underage so he was drunk and a minor at the same time. My boyfriend was at the hospital to fix his broken nose too drunk to remember anything. Getting this call from my parents was a great start to my Monday.
My brother is back at home and my boyfriend is still with at my house still a little dizzy, but I think he's afraid to come back home because he's afraid I might still be pissed off at this whole situation. What gave him that idea! So no word on him coming back today but most likely he'll be back some time this weekend since school starts back again soon. And to top it all off, my family and my boyfriend are totally o.k. about it? They are all getting along as if this never happened. They are all having fun! What the hell is going on down there!
I refuse to go back home to pick him up because I know that I will start an argument and end up looking like a total ass in front of everybody so when he's ready to come back, I'll be here, oh I will so be here waiting for him. But I'm calm. Boys will be boys. I've talked to both my boyfriend and brother about what happened and my boyfriend says that he didn't see my brother drinking and my brother tells me he only had one beer. I hate acting like I'm the parent when asking these questions but I swear, if I ever have boys for children, I'm going to have "the talk" with them long before they're teenagers.
Here's the story from how I hear it. My little brother is a very annoying kid but my boyfriend always gets along with him and always hangs out with my boyfriend as if they are best friends when he is here. This past weekend I had to leave early from my parents house for an emergency which is handled now but my boyfriend and my brother were having a good old time and my brother volunteered to take him back home the next day. That never happenend. In fact, my boyfriend is still there!
They both went to this party and got wasted. What I hear is that my brother was talking to a girl who was dating this guy and the guy found out and started threatening my brother. My boyfriend heard this and tried to stop the fight from starting and ended up getting punched in the face. My brother then grabbed a chair and slammed it on the guy's face. Then all hell broke loose. My boyfriend got back up and just starting beating the shit out of this guy that punched him. Now everybody is fighting. The fight ended with the cops coming in and arresting everybody there who refused to cooperate. Guess who were the few to refuse?
So my brother was at the local jail talking to police officers somewhat intoxicated, oh I forgot to mention. My brother is also underage so he was drunk and a minor at the same time. My boyfriend was at the hospital to fix his broken nose too drunk to remember anything. Getting this call from my parents was a great start to my Monday.
My brother is back at home and my boyfriend is still with at my house still a little dizzy, but I think he's afraid to come back home because he's afraid I might still be pissed off at this whole situation. What gave him that idea! So no word on him coming back today but most likely he'll be back some time this weekend since school starts back again soon. And to top it all off, my family and my boyfriend are totally o.k. about it? They are all getting along as if this never happened. They are all having fun! What the hell is going on down there!
I refuse to go back home to pick him up because I know that I will start an argument and end up looking like a total ass in front of everybody so when he's ready to come back, I'll be here, oh I will so be here waiting for him. But I'm calm. Boys will be boys. I've talked to both my boyfriend and brother about what happened and my boyfriend says that he didn't see my brother drinking and my brother tells me he only had one beer. I hate acting like I'm the parent when asking these questions but I swear, if I ever have boys for children, I'm going to have "the talk" with them long before they're teenagers.
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