But I'm Daddies Little Girl!

I'll admit now that I've been spoiled as a kid. My parents gave me everything I ever wanted. If I crashed the family car into the side of the house totally destroying Daddies big screen TV. I'd probably get 2 new cars and a lot of money for the troubles.

The reason why I made this post is that my Daddy brought it up to me. We were talking and he told me that his golf buddy told him that he spoiled me. I never considered myself a brat. I just never thought what all the other kids thought of me. I thought everybody liked me! BUT I'M PRINCESS! I don't wanna go back home now this summer.

And you know what's sad about everything here? The fact that tomorrow I won't even care about this. This is terrible! What am I going to do?

So who cares I was so popular in high school and was, or rather still is the most popular. I was head cheerleader for crying out loud! I look back at that part of my life which was like a couple of years ago and realize how big of a brat I really was. I did charitable stuff back in high school and even now in college.

I can't believe this! I even had the look of a blonde cheerleader brat. I dyed my hair black today crying and never wanting to have blonde again. I even bought dark depressing clothes to make me feel better.

My boyfriend is out of town for a few days of just getting away from being depressed so I don't know if this is a good idea.

Little Bird Little

I was sitting in the park today for lunch and I saw this bird fall out of its nest. I was about to rush over to help it but this guy grabbed me and told me not to touch it because the mother would not help it if a person tried to help it. I wanted to punch the stranger for actually laying his hands on me but I got the point.

So I was there just sitting on the bench biting my fingers really wanting to get up and just throw the bird in the air so it could fly. But that would probably end in death so I just had to wait. I was near tears wondering where is this mother! What a terrible parent. If only there were social services for animals. She finally came by like 5 minutes later (I know, it really wasn't that long). She stayed with it for a long time. There was no way this bird was going to carry that bird into the nest. I asked the guy who grabbed me what was going to happen and he told me the little bird is probably going to die. I just shouted "What!" I admit I'm not an animal expert and I didn't really know all this bird information. I asked him why did he grab me and tell me not to help it if the bird was probably going to die anyways. He told me that he just wanted to talk me into a date with him. Jerk!

I got up and took the bird to an animal shelter so that they would take care of it. I missed one my classes in the process but it was worth it. I saved a life! And the guy was cute that asked me out but I'm already in a great relationship now that I don't want to ruin. But deep in my heart I felt as if the mother is just totally destroyed by this by losing a child, but then again it would've died if I just left it there. I guess someone has to hurt in the process. But if only I could've like sneaked in at night and layed the bird down in the nest while she was asleep. I don't know.

Flower

I've been invited to a wedding. I expected to be a bridesmaid or something really beautiful. But she wants me to be the Flower Girl! Don't you think I'm a little too old to be a Flower Girl! They might as well just slap a clown outfit on me while I do tricks as I throw the flowers. I love my friend but if she wants me to be the Flower Girl, she's just getting a postcard.