Christmas came early for the homeless shelter this pass weekend. My boyfriend and I volunteered our time Christmas Eve and night to helping the less unfortunate.
No matter how many times or how long I help, I still feel like I've done nothing. But just seeing one child smile will always make me feel that I still am helping someone.
I hope everybody had a very Merry Christmas. I wish you all the best for many more in the future. Do volunteer whenever you get a chance. If more people volunteer then more people will feel better therefore making the world a better place. And doesn't it need a little makeover?
Goodnight everybody!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
So Retro
I turn on the radio this morning and I stop what I'm doing and listen to this song. My day just became a lot better.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
"E" is for Elephant
We all have these teachers that uh, teach us through out school. One teacher that I had really motivated me. It was Mrs. Taylor. She would bring fresh baked cookies to class everyday. She would tell great stories to us. We had the easiest homework. She would help us more than any other teacher ever did, going beyond the call of duty. She was favorite to all the parents and the envy of all the teachers. All I want to say is Thank You Mrs. Taylor. You motivated the unmotivated.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Chicken Noodle Soup
I heard a song called Chicken Noodle Soup on the radio. What the hell? What's wrong with the music today? It used to be good.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I Feel Like A Beached Whale
Please roll me back out to sea.
I just ate a dozen donuts in one morning by myself. Cream filled! I hate donuts but today I couldn't stop eating them.
I was walking in the park the other day with my friends and this kid started laughing behind us. I always say, kids may laugh but something something something Johnny Depp. Well we turn around and look and see these kids pointing and laughing. The kid shouted, "That's a huge ass!" We didn't know who he was talking to, but of course it wasn't me. My ass is perfect. Squats every morning guarantees that. You can bounce a car off my ass. But back to the topic at hand. Kids are going to be kids and their is nothing we can do it about it, or is it. I saw a rock, and then I saw a necklace of a cross somebody dropped. I think it was somebody from heaven telling me that I shouldn't throw the rock. So I restrained myself. But I couldn't control my angry friend. She ran after them.
So that was my monthly like post. I'm banning myself from Dunkin Donuts for at least a day. :)
I just ate a dozen donuts in one morning by myself. Cream filled! I hate donuts but today I couldn't stop eating them.
I was walking in the park the other day with my friends and this kid started laughing behind us. I always say, kids may laugh but something something something Johnny Depp. Well we turn around and look and see these kids pointing and laughing. The kid shouted, "That's a huge ass!" We didn't know who he was talking to, but of course it wasn't me. My ass is perfect. Squats every morning guarantees that. You can bounce a car off my ass. But back to the topic at hand. Kids are going to be kids and their is nothing we can do it about it, or is it. I saw a rock, and then I saw a necklace of a cross somebody dropped. I think it was somebody from heaven telling me that I shouldn't throw the rock. So I restrained myself. But I couldn't control my angry friend. She ran after them.
So that was my monthly like post. I'm banning myself from Dunkin Donuts for at least a day. :)
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
The Plastics
They smile in your face and stab you in the back.
They do charity work only because it makes them look good.
They wear the newest craziest clothes everyday.
People worship them.
People want to be them.
They stare in the mirror for hours wondering if they can get any thinner.
They put tons of make up on everyday.
They are always Daddy's Little Girl.
They were spoiled as a kid.
They can never do no wrong.
They will be voted at the top of every list in the year book.
They could get away with anything they want.
They will date the coolest guy in school and break his heart.
They will ruin people's lives forever just for 5 seconds of laughter.
They can make you do whatever they want you to do.
They don't eat at all.
They steal each other's boyfriends behind each others backs.
They lie and cheat.
They plan their future before they even hit puberty.
They plan on having 1 boy and 2 girls. One boy to be the pretty boy and 2 girls to be the princess.
When they get older, they'll try to be young forever.
They will look like a 16 year old trapped in a 80 year old body.
They will end up running the world!
And above all, they'll end up filthy rich by marrying a millionaire.
How do I know so much about The Plastics?
Sadly, I am one.
But I'm changing my ways.
So until then, SMILE (this is my new theme song. click on the first song)
They do charity work only because it makes them look good.
They wear the newest craziest clothes everyday.
People worship them.
People want to be them.
They stare in the mirror for hours wondering if they can get any thinner.
They put tons of make up on everyday.
They are always Daddy's Little Girl.
They were spoiled as a kid.
They can never do no wrong.
They will be voted at the top of every list in the year book.
They could get away with anything they want.
They will date the coolest guy in school and break his heart.
They will ruin people's lives forever just for 5 seconds of laughter.
They can make you do whatever they want you to do.
They don't eat at all.
They steal each other's boyfriends behind each others backs.
They lie and cheat.
They plan their future before they even hit puberty.
They plan on having 1 boy and 2 girls. One boy to be the pretty boy and 2 girls to be the princess.
When they get older, they'll try to be young forever.
They will look like a 16 year old trapped in a 80 year old body.
They will end up running the world!
And above all, they'll end up filthy rich by marrying a millionaire.
How do I know so much about The Plastics?
Sadly, I am one.
But I'm changing my ways.
So until then, SMILE (this is my new theme song. click on the first song)
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
November
I love this month. It's the time of the month where you see a lot of your family. You get to do your Christmas shopping early. The leaves turn brown and you feel like you can run for miles in the leaves and play. Those are my crazy days when nobody is around to watch me days. I used to rake the leaves with my daddy the day of Thanksgiving until dinner was ready. When we finished eating, we would roast marshmallows and play games for hours. I'm such a dork.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Not Feeling So Fresh?
I can't do it anymore. Well, I only did it for a week. I tried it, but it didn't fit right with me. I believe I was destined to try it so that I could have the chance to not like it. And I proved to myself that it isn't worth it. It was my first time doing it. I can say that I'll never do it again. I got no pleasure from it at all. It was pretty long and thick. I was only able to get into the first few. It lacked flavor. I couldn't get stuck on it. I expected a climax but all I got was a "Hey, Bang Bang, Thank You Ma'am".
Maybe when I'm older I can get a group of people to do it with me. That would be fun. Perhaps 20 or 30 people together. Old and young. And I'll get kids to do it with us too. I say we should start at 6 years old. Once it's fresh in their minds that they'll want it more. I say everybody should do it with me. Yeah. It would be a blast! But for now, no. Tonight was the last time. Lasted for about a couple of hours. I was less than satisfied from the experience. I expected more from it. I'll see how my mood is next week.
Oh, this was in reference to a book club. What was on your mind?
Maybe when I'm older I can get a group of people to do it with me. That would be fun. Perhaps 20 or 30 people together. Old and young. And I'll get kids to do it with us too. I say we should start at 6 years old. Once it's fresh in their minds that they'll want it more. I say everybody should do it with me. Yeah. It would be a blast! But for now, no. Tonight was the last time. Lasted for about a couple of hours. I was less than satisfied from the experience. I expected more from it. I'll see how my mood is next week.
Oh, this was in reference to a book club. What was on your mind?
Sunday, October 22, 2006
My Anniversary Rocked!
Speaking of rocks, my boyfriend gave me a ring for his appreciation for me. I'm so pawning this tomorrow! Just messing with you baby.
His first gift for me was singing me awake Friday morning. I never had anybody sing to me while I slept. He made me breakfast and we had to separate because we had to go to class that morning.
Class. Oh yes, I remember my first class perfectly. I go to class and about 15 minutes in I see a person bring in a big cake and I'm like "Oh, my boyfriend didn't have to do this!" Luckily I waited a few seconds more so nobody would think it's for me. Come to find out that the cake has little guy inside. He sent me a little man stripper on our anniversary to class. I was so mortified. I prayed that he wouldn't notice me or come to me. The little guy can actually dance. When he finished, he left and we went back to class. I felt like I was the only one that noticed a little man stripping inside the classroom.
So when class was finally out my boyfriend had a limo pick us up. I wanted to do him right there on the spot. We went to this French restaurant that I never knew existed. It was so romantic. The lights were dimmed and they were playing this beautiful music. It was fun. After dinner we went to the beach. We walked on the beach barefoot and just talked and laughed. He kissed me and I kissed him back. One thing led to another and we ended up making love on the beach. It felt like a fairy tale.
We got back really late but we wanted to open the gifts we got each other before we went to sleep. He opened my gifts first. My first gift was him was edible underwear. It was a really stupid gift but I know he would love it. My second gift was an entertainment system. A big way to make up for the edible underwear.
Now my gifts. He got me The Little Mermaid. I'm such a kid at heart. I love that movie so much but I never got the chance to own it myself. His second gift for me was a ring. He had our names engraved on the band.
I've never been treated like this before. I didn't think people like this ever existed in real life. My anniversary day was the best day of my life. I can only imagine how amazing my second one will be.
His first gift for me was singing me awake Friday morning. I never had anybody sing to me while I slept. He made me breakfast and we had to separate because we had to go to class that morning.
Class. Oh yes, I remember my first class perfectly. I go to class and about 15 minutes in I see a person bring in a big cake and I'm like "Oh, my boyfriend didn't have to do this!" Luckily I waited a few seconds more so nobody would think it's for me. Come to find out that the cake has little guy inside. He sent me a little man stripper on our anniversary to class. I was so mortified. I prayed that he wouldn't notice me or come to me. The little guy can actually dance. When he finished, he left and we went back to class. I felt like I was the only one that noticed a little man stripping inside the classroom.
So when class was finally out my boyfriend had a limo pick us up. I wanted to do him right there on the spot. We went to this French restaurant that I never knew existed. It was so romantic. The lights were dimmed and they were playing this beautiful music. It was fun. After dinner we went to the beach. We walked on the beach barefoot and just talked and laughed. He kissed me and I kissed him back. One thing led to another and we ended up making love on the beach. It felt like a fairy tale.
We got back really late but we wanted to open the gifts we got each other before we went to sleep. He opened my gifts first. My first gift was him was edible underwear. It was a really stupid gift but I know he would love it. My second gift was an entertainment system. A big way to make up for the edible underwear.
Now my gifts. He got me The Little Mermaid. I'm such a kid at heart. I love that movie so much but I never got the chance to own it myself. His second gift for me was a ring. He had our names engraved on the band.
I've never been treated like this before. I didn't think people like this ever existed in real life. My anniversary day was the best day of my life. I can only imagine how amazing my second one will be.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
My Nice Post
My boyfriend is thinking of what to give me on our one year anniversary and I was wondering what my dad gave my mom on their first year. What shocked me is that they remembered it exactly or they just forgot it and told me something fast but either way it was so romantic.
My dad took my mother to the biggest hangout in town. They devoted that entire day to each other. When night finally came, my dad proposed to her. He proposed to be with her forever. And it was just a year of dating. I cried for hours. I was tempted to go home and hug my daddy.
Some guys can be real jerks but some guys are just totally perfect for you. And that is what my mother has, and I think that's what I have.
My dad took my mother to the biggest hangout in town. They devoted that entire day to each other. When night finally came, my dad proposed to her. He proposed to be with her forever. And it was just a year of dating. I cried for hours. I was tempted to go home and hug my daddy.
Some guys can be real jerks but some guys are just totally perfect for you. And that is what my mother has, and I think that's what I have.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
I Can't Be A Mean Person
So my boyfriend finally opened his letter from his ex girlfriend. She wants him to come to her wedding so that she can get him arrested. I'm not a mean person but this bitch is getting on my last nerve. I swear, if I see this bitch walking down the street I'd fucking rip every single hair out of head.
I can't believe I said "fuck" on my blog. This is the first time I ever said that word here. EVERY FUCKING STRAND OF HAIR BITCH! Call me a bitch again!
OMG! I promise that I'll make a cleaner post tomorrow.
I can't believe I said "fuck" on my blog. This is the first time I ever said that word here. EVERY FUCKING STRAND OF HAIR BITCH! Call me a bitch again!
OMG! I promise that I'll make a cleaner post tomorrow.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Sunday, October 01, 2006
On The Outside Looking In
It's good to be back home. I had a great time helping. Lot of people never really want to just go out there and help a fellow person in need. Once you do it you feel so much better.If somebody contributed one day in their life to helping a person in need, it will do wonders not only for them but for the person they are helping.
That's why I called this post "On The Outside Looking In". The homeless are the people on the outside of life looking in on us, the people who don't care and just try to stay as far away from them possible, on the inside.
I became friends with one of the people I was helping. His name was Bobby. He lost his job and his wife and kids. We were able to get him in contact with his family. They are planning on meeting later on in October. He now even has a job. His birthday was yesterday. Happy Birthday Bobby. I know you don't have the internet or any form of communication but I know you'll get this message. Best of wishes to you and your family.
Monday, September 04, 2006
The Anomaly of the Blue Suit
Speaking as if I am the words. Knowing as if I even cared. You wear me. I glide against your smooth skin every single second of every single minute of every single hour. It was love at first sight. I had you eating out the palm of my hands. You'd love to hate me but I'd love to hate me too. People look and stare. They are jealous of I. I make you who you are. Without me, you'd be nothing but another pretty face. Without me, you'd be nothing. I made you and I can take it all away with just one loose string and I'm done, I'm gone. You'll never see the last of me. You never had me. You take me off and throw me on the "other blue" chair next to the "other blue" suit. I hate you. You forget me. Tisk tisk, what do we have here. I've gotten all dirty laying here getting filthy. I've been here for days yet you've haven't even touched me. You forgot me.
I never liked the suit. My mom gave it to me and I only wore it once. The only good I'd get out of that blue suit would be burning it and having it's warmth warm me up, and put a smile on my face.
I'll be going out of town Saturday for about two weeks for a group class project involving the homeless in select cities. We've been working on this for a long time and I can't wait for it to be over. It's a good study but it just gets depressing to see all the families living on the street.
Don't worry, he won't hurt you.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
It's All I Ever Wanted
Is you loving me, naked
Is you all over me, naked
Is you holding me, naked
Is you wanting me, naked
Is you touching me, naked
Is you hot next to me, naked
Is you cooking for me, naked
Is you walking pass me, naked
Is you calling my name, naked
Is you laughing with me, naked
Is you crying next to me, naked
Is you making love to me, naked
Is you thinking about me, naked
Is you talking dirty to me, naked
Is you sleeping next to me, naked
Is you "happy" next to me, naked
Is you moaning next to me, naked
Is you sweating next to me, naked
Is you going fast next to me, naked
Is you going slow next to me, naked
Is you sitting here next to me, naked
Is you lusting for me next to me, naked
Is you loving what I have on me, naked
Is you and only you here with me, naked
Is you calling me and wanting me, naked
Is you wanting satisfaction with me, naked
Is you a million miles away from me, naked
Is you wearing only a grin next to me, naked
Is you planning on doing things to me, naked
Is you feeding me breakfast next to me, naked
Is you ripping off all your clothes for me, naked
Is you making me feel so good inside me, naked
Is you $">#%*$!#@^&^#)*$!! next to me, naked
Is you pouring nice smooth chocolate on me, naked
Is you coming home late and making love to me, naked
Is you feeling comfort in your emotions with me, naked
Is you angry at the world and really wanting me, naked
Is you going in your own world in bed next to me, naked
Is you forgetting about all the other girls before me, naked
Is you giving me the best time of my life next to me, naked
Is you getting to know me again and again each night, naked
Is you gliding your fingers across my back next to me, naked
Is you loving me in the middle of the street next to me, naked
Is you dropping hot candle wax on my body next to me, naked
Is you wanting more than just a one night stand with me, naked
Is you addicted to me so much that you can't stop touching me, naked
Is you thinking about what you are going to do tomorrow to me, naked
Is you all over me, naked
Is you holding me, naked
Is you wanting me, naked
Is you touching me, naked
Is you hot next to me, naked
Is you cooking for me, naked
Is you walking pass me, naked
Is you calling my name, naked
Is you laughing with me, naked
Is you crying next to me, naked
Is you making love to me, naked
Is you thinking about me, naked
Is you talking dirty to me, naked
Is you sleeping next to me, naked
Is you "happy" next to me, naked
Is you moaning next to me, naked
Is you sweating next to me, naked
Is you going fast next to me, naked
Is you going slow next to me, naked
Is you sitting here next to me, naked
Is you lusting for me next to me, naked
Is you loving what I have on me, naked
Is you and only you here with me, naked
Is you calling me and wanting me, naked
Is you wanting satisfaction with me, naked
Is you a million miles away from me, naked
Is you wearing only a grin next to me, naked
Is you planning on doing things to me, naked
Is you feeding me breakfast next to me, naked
Is you ripping off all your clothes for me, naked
Is you making me feel so good inside me, naked
Is you $">#%*$!#@^&^#)*$!! next to me, naked
Is you pouring nice smooth chocolate on me, naked
Is you coming home late and making love to me, naked
Is you feeling comfort in your emotions with me, naked
Is you angry at the world and really wanting me, naked
Is you going in your own world in bed next to me, naked
Is you forgetting about all the other girls before me, naked
Is you giving me the best time of my life next to me, naked
Is you getting to know me again and again each night, naked
Is you gliding your fingers across my back next to me, naked
Is you loving me in the middle of the street next to me, naked
Is you dropping hot candle wax on my body next to me, naked
Is you wanting more than just a one night stand with me, naked
Is you addicted to me so much that you can't stop touching me, naked
Is you thinking about what you are going to do tomorrow to me, naked
Monday, August 21, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
To Be 90 Pounds
I Feel Like This
I Want To Be This
I started my diet Monday. My goal is to be below 100 pounds. Just saying 100 pounds makes me sound fat. I was at 124 pounds this morning. I always considered myself too thin but I just can't help it. I look at myself in the mirror and I pick out imperfections. A little there and a little there. Too much here and too much there. Too much jiggle. Oh I hate myself for thinking this way. I know as soon as I get below 100 pounds I'll want to be thinner and I'll go through whatever I have to do to get there, even murder. Perhaps I should just strive for 115 so I can be healthy.
My boyfriend likes me the way I am but I just can't help to feel that he want's something more. I guess I'm a little self conscious about my body. I go in spurts (sounds like my sex life, lol) But I know I'll be over this weight thing soon. Because Fall is near and I can cover up and get as fat as I wanna be. I'll be walking bowling ball by time the New Year comes around, then HEEEELLLLLOOOOOO LIPO!!!!!
So here's to my future body!
I Want To Be This
I started my diet Monday. My goal is to be below 100 pounds. Just saying 100 pounds makes me sound fat. I was at 124 pounds this morning. I always considered myself too thin but I just can't help it. I look at myself in the mirror and I pick out imperfections. A little there and a little there. Too much here and too much there. Too much jiggle. Oh I hate myself for thinking this way. I know as soon as I get below 100 pounds I'll want to be thinner and I'll go through whatever I have to do to get there, even murder. Perhaps I should just strive for 115 so I can be healthy.My boyfriend likes me the way I am but I just can't help to feel that he want's something more. I guess I'm a little self conscious about my body. I go in spurts (sounds like my sex life, lol) But I know I'll be over this weight thing soon. Because Fall is near and I can cover up and get as fat as I wanna be. I'll be walking bowling ball by time the New Year comes around, then HEEEELLLLLOOOOOO LIPO!!!!!
So here's to my future body!
Monday, August 14, 2006
Boy, You'll Be A Woman Soon
I just watched Transamerica and I thought it was so beautiful. I had to watch it with my friends since you know who wouldn't be caught dead watching it.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
My Bastard Boyfriend and His Clone
I took my boyfriend to my parents house for this past weekend. Things were normal for the time we were there but things always seem to go bad when my brother and boyfriend are together.
Here's the story from how I hear it. My little brother is a very annoying kid but my boyfriend always gets along with him and always hangs out with my boyfriend as if they are best friends when he is here. This past weekend I had to leave early from my parents house for an emergency which is handled now but my boyfriend and my brother were having a good old time and my brother volunteered to take him back home the next day. That never happenend. In fact, my boyfriend is still there!
They both went to this party and got wasted. What I hear is that my brother was talking to a girl who was dating this guy and the guy found out and started threatening my brother. My boyfriend heard this and tried to stop the fight from starting and ended up getting punched in the face. My brother then grabbed a chair and slammed it on the guy's face. Then all hell broke loose. My boyfriend got back up and just starting beating the shit out of this guy that punched him. Now everybody is fighting. The fight ended with the cops coming in and arresting everybody there who refused to cooperate. Guess who were the few to refuse?
So my brother was at the local jail talking to police officers somewhat intoxicated, oh I forgot to mention. My brother is also underage so he was drunk and a minor at the same time. My boyfriend was at the hospital to fix his broken nose too drunk to remember anything. Getting this call from my parents was a great start to my Monday.
My brother is back at home and my boyfriend is still with at my house still a little dizzy, but I think he's afraid to come back home because he's afraid I might still be pissed off at this whole situation. What gave him that idea! So no word on him coming back today but most likely he'll be back some time this weekend since school starts back again soon. And to top it all off, my family and my boyfriend are totally o.k. about it? They are all getting along as if this never happened. They are all having fun! What the hell is going on down there!
I refuse to go back home to pick him up because I know that I will start an argument and end up looking like a total ass in front of everybody so when he's ready to come back, I'll be here, oh I will so be here waiting for him. But I'm calm. Boys will be boys. I've talked to both my boyfriend and brother about what happened and my boyfriend says that he didn't see my brother drinking and my brother tells me he only had one beer. I hate acting like I'm the parent when asking these questions but I swear, if I ever have boys for children, I'm going to have "the talk" with them long before they're teenagers.
Here's the story from how I hear it. My little brother is a very annoying kid but my boyfriend always gets along with him and always hangs out with my boyfriend as if they are best friends when he is here. This past weekend I had to leave early from my parents house for an emergency which is handled now but my boyfriend and my brother were having a good old time and my brother volunteered to take him back home the next day. That never happenend. In fact, my boyfriend is still there!
They both went to this party and got wasted. What I hear is that my brother was talking to a girl who was dating this guy and the guy found out and started threatening my brother. My boyfriend heard this and tried to stop the fight from starting and ended up getting punched in the face. My brother then grabbed a chair and slammed it on the guy's face. Then all hell broke loose. My boyfriend got back up and just starting beating the shit out of this guy that punched him. Now everybody is fighting. The fight ended with the cops coming in and arresting everybody there who refused to cooperate. Guess who were the few to refuse?
So my brother was at the local jail talking to police officers somewhat intoxicated, oh I forgot to mention. My brother is also underage so he was drunk and a minor at the same time. My boyfriend was at the hospital to fix his broken nose too drunk to remember anything. Getting this call from my parents was a great start to my Monday.
My brother is back at home and my boyfriend is still with at my house still a little dizzy, but I think he's afraid to come back home because he's afraid I might still be pissed off at this whole situation. What gave him that idea! So no word on him coming back today but most likely he'll be back some time this weekend since school starts back again soon. And to top it all off, my family and my boyfriend are totally o.k. about it? They are all getting along as if this never happened. They are all having fun! What the hell is going on down there!
I refuse to go back home to pick him up because I know that I will start an argument and end up looking like a total ass in front of everybody so when he's ready to come back, I'll be here, oh I will so be here waiting for him. But I'm calm. Boys will be boys. I've talked to both my boyfriend and brother about what happened and my boyfriend says that he didn't see my brother drinking and my brother tells me he only had one beer. I hate acting like I'm the parent when asking these questions but I swear, if I ever have boys for children, I'm going to have "the talk" with them long before they're teenagers.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Not My Lance!
I can't believe he's gay! She was probably paid to be his girlfriend! I guess I must mark one Nsync member off my stalking list. I cry a little but he could always be converted, by me hopefully. I should've known. The great dancing and the perfect hair, too good to be true. Before you know it, George Michael is gonna come out. Luckily he's still straight.
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